I LIED...

I feel so empty
I am not whole.
I feel so numb
Without a heart or soul.

I feel out of place
In this world of care.
I feel at home
In my own dark lair.

I feel so useless
Like a person without a future.
I feel so unimportant
Like the background of a picture.

I feel so tired
Yet I've done nothing but sleep.
I feel so fatigued
When my alarm clock beeps.

I feel so depressed
Even when I am with everyone.
I feel so sad
When everyone else is having fun.

I feel like I have no family
I am like a maid that is not paid.
I feel like I am alone
Like I have no one to come to my aid.

I feel so old
But I am so young.
I feel close to my end
But I have just begun.

Every single day
I say that I feel fine.
Well, I LIED
Almost every single time.