How funny it is
To say someone is yours
That they belong to you
And you to them
It's not a feeling of
Slavery
(Though some may view it as such)
Rather,
It makes you feel less alone
In this world
To know that someone,
In a population of seven billion,
Loves you
*click.*
Shiney shiney friend,
will you help make my pain end?
*click.*
Pierce the flesh
Make a beautiful mess.
*click.*
Let my blood flow,
Release my soul and let it go.
*click.*
Emotion and feeling left me long ago
Escape is what i now desire.
*click.*
End it quick and fast,
Leave all this suffering in the past.
*BANG.*
~finally~
Smile by day,
cry by night.
Look away,
hide from the light.
Lies yelled,
secrets held.
Burn of heart,
just the start.
Shh, don't show,
they don't know.
Muffle the face,
always disgrace.
Just continue to hide, the real person inside.
Capture me,
dont let it free,
Lock up the key,
no one will see,
who you could be.
I don't hate you.
You just made my life hell.
You didn't just kill eight people and wound another.
You killed the mother of your son. He doesn't have any parents anymore.
You left eight different families without a loved one this holiday season.
You forced a mother to watch her daughter die and then you turned the gun on her.
Most of all, you hurt everyone.
Do you know what it's like to live in such a safe area that is now known for the worst massacre in the history of the county?
Do you know how horrific it is to get a call about the shots being fired and just be forced to wonder: do I know anyone dead?
I had to think for a moment t
In love
Am I so
Am I not
What do I know?
So stupid
So unsure
I want to know
but I don't
I think a lot
But do I think right
I'm sure we are
Likeminded
Would be a cute couple
But I'm so scared
I don't know
Please ask me soon
Before the year's out
Within three thousand people
Seeing each other again
I doubt
Theres nothing that I can tell,
the words are stuck on my throat
and it feels like Im breaking apart,
once again it seems that this road has no end,
no simple steps.
The burden on my shoulders is heavier that what I can carry on
Once again....... I have a mind break